My own creative writing

This was an example of my own creative writing. This poem was a spur of the moment writing, where my emotions transformed into words.


dear life,

life, why are you so cruel?,
im addicted to your success, but you made me a fool,
i took one step forward and you push me ten steps back,
puttin me in a position like a homeless on crack,
day in and day out thinkin why am i even here,
left hand cigarettes and right hand Belvedere,

next thing i kno, youre putting gashin pain to my heart,
she left me and said," we need some time apart!"/
4 years into the relationship, i HATE you life,
she was perfect in every way, she could had been my wife,
but i knew it was comin, because it cant be true,
cuz a fallin slum like me is WAY past overdue/

I felt it comin, a drop of sorrow runnin down my face,
and i felt a sense of loneliness lurkin throughout my place/
holdin a glass of death, i kept on drinkin,
seein her with me, but i knew i was just dreamin/
why? why? why?

LIFE, why are you so cruel?,
she is ONE in a billion, she was my jewel,
but you had to take her away and AGAIN made me a fool/
her womb carried a seed of me,
and i punched myself, because of YOU they cant be wit ME/

*gulp* gulp*gulp*

it burns my heart when death swims throughout my body,
but i drink to infinite, cuz i cant hear it say daddy/
here i am blackin out, overdose on death and now im on my death bed,
next thing i know i see myself in a hospital bed/
then there i see her, the beautiful goddess that carries my child,
i said to her, please stay wit me, cuz life without you is like playin wit jokers, wild/

she said to me i cant, please dont make me do this,
i plead to her, why? I dont want our kid to be born and ill miss,
because it is what i need in order to get to bliss/

She cried, but it wasnt tear of sorrow, but the tear of confusion,
And she said GOODBYE and walkout until she was out of my vision/

Months past and i was still the same, but one day i came across the beauty that walked away/
I went up to her and i asked her "how you been?",
she replied great! and replicated my question to me askin "how you been?"
I said great, but with a bellowed voice :(

she said her kid is growin up healthy,
she also said she married a man, who is very wealthy/
in my mind i thought, what a gold digger!,
but i cant compete wit him with only 4 figures/

And she handed to me a picture of our baby boy,
i smiled a smile that had to be contained, but it bursted out wit joy/
She smiled and said goodbye again,
but i didnt mind, cuz in my mind i was thinkin when?

When can i see my baby boy?

After i receive the picture, life didnt really suck like before,
because i have a picture that tells me i have someone to live for!