what I want to do with my writing?

what I want to do with my writing?

The question of what do I want to do with my creative writing? Well, like I stated on my previous post, I would love to perform at a poetry slam and express what I kept inside me for all these years. That is one step I will love to take when I have  the free time to keep up with my writing. For the time being, I am trying to balance full time work and full time school, because I need to support my family financially. So, this step is going to have a roadblock for now, but eventually I'll get pass these roadblocks and complete this step of performing my poems.
Performing my poem is one step of mine, but I'm also planning on collecting all my poems that I have written throughout the years and publish them. I'm doing this, because I want to have people read my writings and acknowledge the fact that writing is not just an assignment or a chore to some people, but it can be fun and inspiring. Besides having people read my writing and acknowledge that writing is not a daunting task, but something fun, I want people to feel the different emotions I express in my writings.
My emotions are something that reinforces my writings, because writing with no substance is stale and mundane. I want my readers to feel the times I was at my lowest in my life and the joyful times I had when my little sister was born. So, those are some of the solutions I have came up with for the question that I have ask myself, but there are more solutions that are awaiting me in the near future.